Ok, so, Dave just got a chance to call me ( $25 for a 17 minute call...YIKES) ANYWAY, whoever i spoke to earlier MISINFORMED ME....his bail was NOT set, he had NOT gone in front of the judge....The $19,000 they mentioned was FOR HIS WARRANT......NOT his bail...He will be meeting with the hearing officer later on today and at the latest, he will be home THURSDAY...WHEW....thank the Goddess ( and those of you that actually said a prayer, sent a thought or lit a candle for me, or, were going to) that this (for the moment) has been cleared up....:)

 

as most of you know or may not know, my fiance Dave turned himself in for voluntary surrender yesterday for the back child support that he owes...and before you scoff and say something hurtful along the effect of he deserves to be there, he doesnt...He paid his child support EVERY week and then he got hurt...and hasnt been able to find work no matter what he does.......Well, he went to court this morning...i dont know whast to to...bail bonds wont touch him and i have very little money...his bail was set @ a little over $19,000...Im sitting here in tears right now, I dont know what to do....I cant go through this again, i lost cameron and now im losing Dave now because of this...i dont know what to do, someone please help me.......im at my wits end and im hurting so bad...pleaseeeeee someone help me...Im at a loss....please please, if you know ANYTHING about chid support and court and all this, please help me...please, im begging...

THIS PETITION IS VERY VERY IMPORTANT...YOU MAY KNOW SOMEONE LIKE THIS, OR, YOU YOURSELF COULD BE THIS PERSON. i STARTED THIS PETITION FOR MY FIANCEE. PLEASE GO, READ AND SIGN IT. EVEN IF YOU DONT HAVE CHILDREN OR EVEN IF YOU DO AND IT DOESNT PERTAIN TO YOU, YOU MAY KNOW SOMEONE WHO IS IN THIS SITUATION...PLEASE DO ME THIS FAVOR AND SIGN THIS TO GET THESE LAWS CHANGED!!!!!!!! 

http://www.petitiononline.com/CSG40907/petition.html

I havent written in a while but i have been trying out some new stuff...I looked into a study group and went to the fullmoon esbat celebration and when we were grounding, centering and worshipping, i didnt feel anything....is that normal?? I dont know but maybe im meant to be a solitary....When i went into ritual yesterday for a friend of mine...( shes facing some MAJOR decisions and i asked the Goddess to help her out and give her the strenth she needs blah blah blah) i felt more....i dunno, powerful, felt more grounded and more connected to the goddess THEN then when i was at full moon esbat with 3 other witches....Does anyone or HAS anyone ever felt the same way??? I like my new friends and had a blast communing and talking and sharing cakes and ale but didnt feel the spark with them that i do by myself...could that just mean that i should find another group??? What do you all think???

So, im happy cause i figured all the stuff out on how to do my own background..im probably going to change the background to something different but i just wanted to see how this worked and i figured it out...woohoo go me!!! :)